l o v e [question#1]

lately i have been thinking a lot about love, because i rele have not figured it out yet. this question really has parts but centered around true love. :)
okay..

do you believe in true love; that everyone has another person already set&&destined to fall in love with? 

&&if that is ture.

what if while you are dating someone hoping they were the one; they were really the true love of someone else [like your bestfriend]

would you?

(a)i dont believe in true love

(b)forget about you being with the guy to hook them up

(c)cry like a bby [but dont let him see you]

(d)fight that chick

(e)try to make him love you [even if your not the one meant for him

(f)c-e :)

&&if true love is true

can it be used as the justification of cheating

could a girl or a boy that cheated on you possibly have found the person of their dreams by accident.

so many questions. help me out.

true Life; i graduated from Hume Fogg Academic High School

[ima] g r a d u a t e

yesterday at 7:00 pm i graduated from high school. it was an amazing experience&&the speech Sam B. gave as great! i got kinda "antsy" when they got to the Ns &&i was kinda ready to go! lol. i could see my friends wipes the tears from their eyes and it juhst touched me so much. i could not help but to think about how spread out all 189 of us will be next year. some people say since we have technology like facebook, skype, and cell phones we will always stay connected; but i notice how my mother has a phone and rarely talks to her high school friends. :( and i dnt think it is juhst her choice not to its juhst life. people will make families, careers, travel, and find other people along the way. i hope that my award as Most Memorable really means it and not only will ppl remember me but try to keep in contact with me as the years go by. i want to always be part of my close friends life; i wana go to their wedding [alex&zach] i wana go on shopping trips to new york [shelby&sandi] i want to always be included in the major events in their lives like college and grad school graduation. i hope that we all reach the goals we have set out for ourselves even if some change here and there. i hope we all go to spring bling together. &&everyone attends the high school reunions. lol. im really gonna miss everyone. from the crazy pep rally, the yells in the hallway, the fashion talks, the black ppl section at breakfast, the eating out on the steps at lunch or in wahls room of course. to my high school frendz; "you rock dont ever change" lol.

if i were a boy!

in my 17 years of living i have learned the many differences in boys&&chicks, but i think since we have to share this earth forever we should learn the way each other thinks and the effects we have on each other to make this life happier. :)
boys do not seem to understand the effect of the things they do have on us girls.
uggh ..my friend is having some relationship problemas of her own &&it seems like her ex.bf or whatever is doing all the wrong things.

• boys dont tell your friends or other ppl that you have broken up. this tells the chick that you dnt even wana see if yall can make it work.
• boys dont juhst basically cutt a girl off and not talk to her for days or weeks. &&then out of the blew txt "hey boo" "ily".. anything of that nature. this is some [beep] i rele hate its as if boys think you have to stay and wait for them to get their act together or be done with what they doing with they "lil freak"
• its time for boys to learn. the boundaries. aint no one saying you cant have girls as friends but you know the ways things can seem &&you need to set boundaries for you and that chick... for respect. i find that really disrespectful for my bf to be hanging out with a girl solo dolo. wth. ...no! lol.

boys need to actually listen to what chicks say. we dnt talk juhst for you to see our lips move. &&they also need to think about how their actions or what they say to others and how it can off.

okayyy. got that off my chest. boys juhst crazy. i know they mature like 2years later but dangg. :)

where have i been?

it feels like i havent blogg in so long; well it has been 20 days almost; crazy

i knew that may would be a busy month for me and my family but never would i have imagined this..

everyday we are a my brother's track meet or my youngest brother's school event or wedding or graduation stuffs. mann this has really been a trial to see how much we are capable of doing. my mother is really stressed lately "bridezilla" :) &&really not fun to be around sometimes. my only goal was to really finish these examm &&get out of HfA haha. graduation uhhh. bittersweet. im happy to have accomplished 13 years of metro schools and to go to college but i am so sad to live my friends that I really juhst got close to this school year. i know i will cry at graduation. netta told me she will too. :( i hope we do lots of things together over the summer. im having boy trouble too. tony is out! he said he heard stuff about me &&i dont have time to make him believe me when i say who i really am. that's crazy. also trouble at home with the many things to do my mother seems to take everything out on me. &&friend trouble i guess. i never had a best friend before. or someone to really talk to about my life and everything; sometimes it really hard for me to know that. &&another crazy thing

as much as i hate CEC it has been a place i can forget about everything outside of work.

well that was juhstt a what's on your mind... burgg. facebook wouldnt have understood. lol. :)

work: place you go juhst for the checkk.

hi, my name is briana&ima a showroom host at Rivergate ChuckECheese

this is why i hate my job

1. wearing a red collar shirt, navy khakis, white tube socks, leather tennis shows;
2. being calld "Brittany" (my first name) by everyone!!
3. kids tellng me "that..that machine broke".. im like wth they're games not machines&i dont fix em!
4. smelling like cheese pizza
5. seeing the sexiest boys while at work! ughh. i try to look cute, but there is not point.
6. spilling drinks when tryng to take them to my party!
7. counting out tokens
8. ppl asking me if i have coupons... like i seriously carry and use coupons while at work.. rele?
9. doing the terrible happy birthday dance
10. singing the terrible happy birthday song
11. only being allowd to wear frenchtip nails, NO COLORS
12. hair cant be longer than shoulders; no mattr if you juhst got your weave done
13. no piercing; so even if i could get my nose pierced..not allowed.
14. kidds running everywhere! all the time.
15. black people. coming in hanging happy birthday bannners, putting up table cloths, bringing their own cups [illegal at CEC]. &&poo poo n dem running round everywhere
16. teenagers coming in being illegal.
17. being at kidcheck&ppl being mad at me for tryn to enforce the bs rules
18. getting paid on 7.25/hr for 100.25/hr worth of work
19. the friggn rat!
....so much more. come visit&&you shall see.
i hate my job. hope american eagle calls me back.
CEC reminds me why i must go to college so i dnt end up like my managers without a life.

goodnight. watching the ugly truth.

mommy dearest

omg!!
my mother&&i are so different that we cannot possibly get along for more than 5 minutes
my mother&&i are so similiar that we cannot possibly get along for more than 5 minute
im not sure which one it is

hold on changing of subject; im watching the cavs&celtics game3 &&i juhst saw bj[beyonce&&hubby, jayz]sitting together. they look so cute. dawwwhhh. they both had on large shades all huggd up. do they rele have to wear the glasses though? i mean everyone knows its you. stop with that. geez. if i was famous well more famous than i am i wud show my face&pose. might be on the cover of something in the morning. :)

well my mother keeps being mean. &&it seems everytime i want to tell her something she like WHAT? like im bothering her. it makes me sadd sometimes and other times i get pissd. moe's mom tells me that she is juhst sad about me leaving soon;but when is that how to show you are sadd? she's being a jerk to me&&i hate it. maybe she's on her period...she's not. she is juhst mean to me. ughh.

well im going to end this now cause all im doing is saying the same thing over. lol. my mother upsets me. alot. uggh. ughh.uugh. need to go eat something. :)

you're like the best part of my daily routine pt.2

he txtd meh backkk.
said he ddnt knw if he wanted to be with.
"i like you but idk"
what does that mean!
geez. boys.

you're like the best part of my daily routine

i

like

dig

feel

love to be around

went to two proms with

slept with [jusht sleep] three times &&loved it

kissed&still think about

dream about

look at name in my contacts

go on facebook page

was taken care of when under the influence by

TONY!!!

oh emm geez. it has been three weeks without talking to him like we usually do&&i not be dramatic but...IM DYING! >< i juhst got home from a friends house, and [okay im gonna sidetrack for a minute] her brother&&i dated! yea. so he's there flirting with me&&stuffs and the feelings are still there kinda but i keep dinking about tony! so i know i rele like him! so...i get in the car with my mama&mo[stepdadish] telln them how much i miss tony n how we havnt talkd n ever. guesz what happens then; go head guess. HE TEXTS MEH!! yes. im upstair blowdrying my hair since it got sockd in an unexpected water baloon fight with these chitlens. igh. lol. but yeah he textd and i screamd. convo goes like:

Tony: Hey boo
Meh: Hey!!! Omg! I juhst like poutted to my mama n mo about not talking to you!
Tony: Ya rite...
Meh: No. Im like serious... you're like the best part of my daily routine.
[kinda made it look like AIM, teehee]

Sooo.. then he stops texting. was that too much. too strong. i rele like him, but maybe im doing too much. we rele arent like together&&the last convo we had was about "what are we"...i need help. i am a wholehearted mess, when it comes to my whole heart.

:) living&laughn&tryna do some lovn

women lie, men lie, scale dont lie

hi, my name is briana&&i eat seafood. i see food&&i eat it.

ohh emm geez.
these days off from school because of the flooding have been great, God knows i was not ready for my exams. but i have been eating so much. i juhst found myself going to the kitchen because i had nothing else to do&&eating nachos because they are right in front of me. briana, you must stop this. self-control honey!! days like these make my weightloss goals seem impossible. i weighed myself over easter weekend and i was 149 lbs. geezzzzz. i know im about 5'7'' but being tall only make you seem so thin, then you have to actually be thin.

today i have eaten:
the juhst waking up coming downstaires lucky charms w/o milk [i eat cereal dry :)]
the morning granola bar
the lunchtime 2 peices of ham&&cheese sandwich
the out of nowhere freeze pop
the dangerous nachos
the teasing blue bag Doritoes
the second lunchtime 5 chicken wings

ohh yea&&ive eaten about 2 chocolate cookies eat time i remembered they were in the kitchen

im a fat pig

 i know when my mom comes from work, she will bring food&&i will eat it.

C Breezy

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY Rihannabeating

CHRIS BROWN!!

your mistakes in the past do not take away your talent&&the great things you have done.
love you&continue to do good work. &&stop slappn chicks boy!

"sometimes the most complicated questions have the simplest answers"

last night i watch Wendy William's Show [<3>

do you think boys and girls should have the same chores?
-yes; i am the big sister of two younger brothers and it seems sometimes i get treated as both a boy and girl [doing all the hardest chores] juhst because im the oldest... not fair! i use to do the dishes; a chick job&&clean the kitchen/bathrooms. my age 13 bro: malik, vacumned and took out the trash &&oh emm geeez my younger brother age 10: tre, wipes the freakn tables&&cleans the glass [we have tons of mirrors in my house, not that we're conceited or anything, :)] recently malik&&i did a choreswap [hey, that shud be a show] and i vacumn and take out the trash while he washes dishes and does kitchen stuffs. the bathroom is still the job of whoever gets yelld to do it. lol. i still do not feel that we have any equality in our chores, but oh well. when i come back from college; im nott doing ANYTHING!! [well unless i get yelld at]

shud the woman give her engagement ring back if the wedding is off?

a little background info: wendy has a guest on her show last night that made an agreement with her fiance'&also had a written contract that if she paid for the bills [utilities, house, groceries, etc] that he could save his money for her ring. he gave her a $40,000 ring [ddnt look that good to me, it was little; lol] for her birthday okay hold on, how is your bf gonna give an engagement ring to you for your birthday..that aint right. during their 5 month engagement she had to continue to pay the bills without his help ....
....to many dannnng problems. lol aint happening
-i think the woman deserves the ring&&then some. Wendy commentd on her strength to call off the engagement because it can be embarrassing. if i was this chick i would want some extra $$$$$ for three simple reasons:

1)hassle of trying or thinking of putting a wedding together

2)putting up with you for god-knows how long

3)paying the friggn bills, oh emm geez

something really funny:

some chick from the show told wendy her wig fell off after making about on her first day witha guy.

i have nothing against wigs but thats funny.

*what would you do if your wig fell off or even track slipd out when you first met a guy?

*do you kiss on the first date, like this wigwearng heffa?

comment&&ansah. :)

post numero uno

i'm sitting here on facebook and watching family feud (been doing this for hours). everyone is posting pictures and status' of the nashville flooding. it all has made me reflect on my life more and the changes soon to come. i always wanted to have a blog, like my friesties [friends+besties] shelz&&sandi. they have had blogs forever and they reflect everything in their life. i had for one point thought i wanted a fashion blog or something like that, but i realize i want someone that is a mirror to me and my life to help others understand me more. today is a HOT day!!! omg. i guess after all that water we get heat. i am so blessed that my house and family is okay. my heart goes out to the families that are in despair. i hope to use this blog to vent and get things off of my mind, (&&maybe even tell some secrets) ;)

-->hope people really like it&&that i can make it great. see yah.