6.5.10

you're like the best part of my daily routine

i
like
dig
feel
love to be around
went to two proms with
slept with [jusht sleep] three times &&loved it
kissed&still think about
dream about
look at name in my contacts
go on facebook page
was taken care of when under the influence by
TONY!!!

oh emm geez. it has been three weeks without talking to him like we usually do&&i not be dramatic but...IM DYING! >< i juhst got home from a friends house, and [okay im gonna sidetrack for a minute] her brother&&i dated! yea. so he's there flirting with me&&stuffs and the feelings are still there kinda but i keep dinking about tony! so i know i rele like him! so...i get in the car with my mama&mo[stepdadish] telln them how much i miss tony n how we havnt talkd n ever. guesz what happens then; go head guess. HE TEXTS MEH!! yes. im upstair blowdrying my hair since it got sockd in an unexpected water baloon fight with these chitlens. igh. lol. but yeah he textd and i screamd. convo goes like:

Tony: Hey boo
Meh: Hey!!! Omg! I juhst like poutted to my mama n mo about not talking to you!
Tony: Ya rite...
Meh: No. Im like serious... you're like the best part of my daily routine.
[kinda made it look like AIM, teehee]

Sooo.. then he stops texting. was that too much. too strong. i rele like him, but maybe im doing too much. we rele arent like together&&the last convo we had was about "what are we"...i need help. i am a wholehearted mess, when it comes to my whole heart.

:) living&laughn&tryna do some lovn