today on my way to work...moe [stepdad] tried to get my mama to drive on the interstate ..and she was so afraid. i began to think of how she never drives on the interstate nor on jefferson street bridge. when i was little she told me she saw someone jump off the jeffbridge&&that triggerd her fear.
i am very afraid of heights and escalators...they are related fears. my fear of heights keeps me from wanting to see myself "escalate" higher and higher.
i have been thinking about how ppl let fears control them and their lives.
one is never in full control of themselves if they have fears that pick apart things they will never do in life.
i really want to overcome my fear. but i knw it will be a while.. i really want to though
i do think that it is taking over my life.
like ppl with OCD. lol. well not funny.
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