yesterday;bleh

i dnt knw what was wrong with me yesterday
but right when i woke up
i was not feeling that day.
hair was mess&cudnt do anything about it.
skirt i usually wear &&it looks cute. lookd fat as hell.
umm. noticed i have sunburn on my face [like everysummer.]
&&its like peeling.
&&i really wanted to go to netta's celebration but ..
i was not feeling it yesterday.
i was barely speaking to everyone&&hated when mmy mama kept
asking "what's wrong" &started talking about stuff she thought
was wrong but wasnt it.
lol.
well yea. yesterday..
but today seems better already. :)

j o b.

i got the job.

Clothes Mentor!

 i went in today for my interview

&&one of the managers was like:

"come out so we can give you your

schedule..when are you available"

ekkk! so excited.

but kinda feel bad ima leave for school though

teehee. gotta figure out what ima

wear for my first really day.

oh yea&thank yuuh jesuhs. :D

CLUBBIN pt2

okay last night i went to another 18+ club! oh yea i did.

BARFLYS.

it was cool at first i wasnt really feeling it netta said it was usually dunk[er] not quoted. lol

umm. i wore a pinkishpurp blouse, black shorts, belt, &black pumps. [oh yea i wore heeels]

my feet felt like crapp

i had no idea why they were throbbing. haha.

umm. it was a cool experience and as the night progressd it got better.

mistake: had this iraqi [duno] guy buy me a drink

he stalkd me after that.

oh yea i went with netta&sandi, met chelsea, jasma, shadawn, &cherise

mann cherise saved my life talking bad to dude. he had my cornerd.

i never felt like that before.

saw terrence scott to.

the cutie that only want the booty

he ddnt speak at first but eventually did.

oh yeah&

mickey d's startts breakfast at 12 now . say what??

got 2 hashbrowns, sausage biscuit, tea, and doritoes after club. lmao.

my night in a wrap. breakfast burrito wrap haha.

dueces.

mommy dearest

omg!!
my mother&&i are so different that we cannot possibly get along for more than 5 minutes
my mother&&i are so similiar that we cannot possibly get along for more than 5 minute
im not sure which one it is

hold on changing of subject; im watching the cavs&celtics game3 &&i juhst saw bj[beyonce&&hubby, jayz]sitting together. they look so cute. dawwwhhh. they both had on large shades all huggd up. do they rele have to wear the glasses though? i mean everyone knows its you. stop with that. geez. if i was famous well more famous than i am i wud show my face&pose. might be on the cover of something in the morning. :)

well my mother keeps being mean. &&it seems everytime i want to tell her something she like WHAT? like im bothering her. it makes me sadd sometimes and other times i get pissd. moe's mom tells me that she is juhst sad about me leaving soon;but when is that how to show you are sadd? she's being a jerk to me&&i hate it. maybe she's on her period...she's not. she is juhst mean to me. ughh.

well im going to end this now cause all im doing is saying the same thing over. lol. my mother upsets me. alot. uggh. ughh.uugh. need to go eat something. :)

you're like the best part of my daily routine

i

like

dig

feel

love to be around

went to two proms with

slept with [jusht sleep] three times &&loved it

kissed&still think about

dream about

look at name in my contacts

go on facebook page

was taken care of when under the influence by

TONY!!!

oh emm geez. it has been three weeks without talking to him like we usually do&&i not be dramatic but...IM DYING! >< i juhst got home from a friends house, and [okay im gonna sidetrack for a minute] her brother&&i dated! yea. so he's there flirting with me&&stuffs and the feelings are still there kinda but i keep dinking about tony! so i know i rele like him! so...i get in the car with my mama&mo[stepdadish] telln them how much i miss tony n how we havnt talkd n ever. guesz what happens then; go head guess. HE TEXTS MEH!! yes. im upstair blowdrying my hair since it got sockd in an unexpected water baloon fight with these chitlens. igh. lol. but yeah he textd and i screamd. convo goes like:

Tony: Hey boo
Meh: Hey!!! Omg! I juhst like poutted to my mama n mo about not talking to you!
Tony: Ya rite...
Meh: No. Im like serious... you're like the best part of my daily routine.
[kinda made it look like AIM, teehee]

Sooo.. then he stops texting. was that too much. too strong. i rele like him, but maybe im doing too much. we rele arent like together&&the last convo we had was about "what are we"...i need help. i am a wholehearted mess, when it comes to my whole heart.

:) living&laughn&tryna do some lovn

C Breezy

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY Rihannabeating

CHRIS BROWN!!

your mistakes in the past do not take away your talent&&the great things you have done.
love you&continue to do good work. &&stop slappn chicks boy!