if i were a boy!

in my 17 years of living i have learned the many differences in boys&&chicks, but i think since we have to share this earth forever we should learn the way each other thinks and the effects we have on each other to make this life happier. :)
boys do not seem to understand the effect of the things they do have on us girls.
uggh ..my friend is having some relationship problemas of her own &&it seems like her ex.bf or whatever is doing all the wrong things.

• boys dont tell your friends or other ppl that you have broken up. this tells the chick that you dnt even wana see if yall can make it work.
• boys dont juhst basically cutt a girl off and not talk to her for days or weeks. &&then out of the blew txt "hey boo" "ily".. anything of that nature. this is some [beep] i rele hate its as if boys think you have to stay and wait for them to get their act together or be done with what they doing with they "lil freak"
• its time for boys to learn. the boundaries. aint no one saying you cant have girls as friends but you know the ways things can seem &&you need to set boundaries for you and that chick... for respect. i find that really disrespectful for my bf to be hanging out with a girl solo dolo. wth. ...no! lol.

boys need to actually listen to what chicks say. we dnt talk juhst for you to see our lips move. &&they also need to think about how their actions or what they say to others and how it can off.

okayyy. got that off my chest. boys juhst crazy. i know they mature like 2years later but dangg. :)

where have i been?

it feels like i havent blogg in so long; well it has been 20 days almost; crazy

i knew that may would be a busy month for me and my family but never would i have imagined this..

everyday we are a my brother's track meet or my youngest brother's school event or wedding or graduation stuffs. mann this has really been a trial to see how much we are capable of doing. my mother is really stressed lately "bridezilla" :) &&really not fun to be around sometimes. my only goal was to really finish these examm &&get out of HfA haha. graduation uhhh. bittersweet. im happy to have accomplished 13 years of metro schools and to go to college but i am so sad to live my friends that I really juhst got close to this school year. i know i will cry at graduation. netta told me she will too. :( i hope we do lots of things together over the summer. im having boy trouble too. tony is out! he said he heard stuff about me &&i dont have time to make him believe me when i say who i really am. that's crazy. also trouble at home with the many things to do my mother seems to take everything out on me. &&friend trouble i guess. i never had a best friend before. or someone to really talk to about my life and everything; sometimes it really hard for me to know that. &&another crazy thing

as much as i hate CEC it has been a place i can forget about everything outside of work.

well that was juhstt a what's on your mind... burgg. facebook wouldnt have understood. lol. :)