c o l l e g e.

my friend, Amanda, juhst graduated from Clark Atlanta University&&her new love Vernon we talking to me the other night about college do's and dont's

i am excited about college and also have tons of questions.
A&V were warning me about

APPEARANCES;
whenever in public you most always look your best. now sometimes i have my off days I rele dnt want to really worry about myself and feel selfconscience whenever going to class. Im definately not the chick thats gonna wear heels to class erday. lol

RELATIONSHIPS;
i dnt have a bfriend right now&thats how i wanted it to be since im going to a school more than 400 miles away..but im gonna be in NOLA [new orleans, LA] where the hottest, finest,&sexiest boys reside. now my friends [Amanda&love] told me that they have AIDS. well lots of them. they said ALL but thats got to be a hyperbole. ..

PARTIES;
Amanda said as a CAU student they were always classy and even constrainted themselves when partying. now she gets wasted! but said they did that together as a fam on campus but in public never lookd bad. now Vernon goes to TSU [ten] &we knw how they do. some of my friends party with em. lol . i like to drink, but might not for the first parties maybe. cause 1.i dnt knw anyone like that [yet] ya knw i might end up on youtube [again, teehee] 2.i dnt want that reputation of the wasted guuhh.
ohh yeah;; &&i mean its neworleans ...who aint gone act a fool. sober? hmmm.

PLEDGING;
Amanda ddnt pledge but her sis is a DELTA &is thinking of pledging in grad school .she said at CAU the soro/frat life was so live that everyone was part. i love alpha [pretty boys/often calld gay] Vernon hated them haha. truth: he tried to be on the line and got dropped. but Oprah was droppd from delta and a lot of them made it their second try. so i duno whats up with him. ...but do am i go enough? am i a delta? what are they gonna have me do? haze!! i aint walking butttnaken on some glass. lmao.

I have so many questions about college. help me. lol i cant wait to learn. ohh yeahh&triva
are there pornstars and videovixons at TSU? ....yes!

true Life; i graduated from Hume Fogg Academic High School

[ima] g r a d u a t e

yesterday at 7:00 pm i graduated from high school. it was an amazing experience&&the speech Sam B. gave as great! i got kinda "antsy" when they got to the Ns &&i was kinda ready to go! lol. i could see my friends wipes the tears from their eyes and it juhst touched me so much. i could not help but to think about how spread out all 189 of us will be next year. some people say since we have technology like facebook, skype, and cell phones we will always stay connected; but i notice how my mother has a phone and rarely talks to her high school friends. :( and i dnt think it is juhst her choice not to its juhst life. people will make families, careers, travel, and find other people along the way. i hope that my award as Most Memorable really means it and not only will ppl remember me but try to keep in contact with me as the years go by. i want to always be part of my close friends life; i wana go to their wedding [alex&zach] i wana go on shopping trips to new york [shelby&sandi] i want to always be included in the major events in their lives like college and grad school graduation. i hope that we all reach the goals we have set out for ourselves even if some change here and there. i hope we all go to spring bling together. &&everyone attends the high school reunions. lol. im really gonna miss everyone. from the crazy pep rally, the yells in the hallway, the fashion talks, the black ppl section at breakfast, the eating out on the steps at lunch or in wahls room of course. to my high school frendz; "you rock dont ever change" lol.

where have i been?

it feels like i havent blogg in so long; well it has been 20 days almost; crazy

i knew that may would be a busy month for me and my family but never would i have imagined this..

everyday we are a my brother's track meet or my youngest brother's school event or wedding or graduation stuffs. mann this has really been a trial to see how much we are capable of doing. my mother is really stressed lately "bridezilla" :) &&really not fun to be around sometimes. my only goal was to really finish these examm &&get out of HfA haha. graduation uhhh. bittersweet. im happy to have accomplished 13 years of metro schools and to go to college but i am so sad to live my friends that I really juhst got close to this school year. i know i will cry at graduation. netta told me she will too. :( i hope we do lots of things together over the summer. im having boy trouble too. tony is out! he said he heard stuff about me &&i dont have time to make him believe me when i say who i really am. that's crazy. also trouble at home with the many things to do my mother seems to take everything out on me. &&friend trouble i guess. i never had a best friend before. or someone to really talk to about my life and everything; sometimes it really hard for me to know that. &&another crazy thing

as much as i hate CEC it has been a place i can forget about everything outside of work.

well that was juhstt a what's on your mind... burgg. facebook wouldnt have understood. lol. :)