day11. wish you were here.

physically: dear family,

i miss yall so much. miss riding in the car to pick mama up from work, and moe rolling the windows down messing up my hair. i miss playing monopoly intensively with everyone. miss the constant company of friends and family. miss being surrounding by ppl that knw all aspects of me and still love me no matter what. i love yall so much and cant wait to see you, soon. :D

emotionally: dear ____,

dude, i wish you liked me as much as i like you. &&was here with me emotionally sharing the same feelings and wanting the same things for us that i do. i confessd my feeling to you now its time to get this show on the road!!!! lol.

day 9. person i wana meet

future boyfriend,

i would love to meet you. have someone to go on adventures, hang out, tell secrets to, and juhst have to talk to in the middle of the night. sleep on the phone with. walk with. juhst enjoy to be in the presence of. someone cute of course. that would never get tired of hearing my "country" accent. enjoy doing the things i like and also expose me to things he is interested in. not playing with my heart, and being as serious with me as i am with him. someone to learn from and with. ...i am so ready to meet you. but i am not rushing you. i knw you will come introduce yourself when the time is right.

<33333 . b.

its a different world. ...

well i have been at Xavier University of New Orleans, LA for two weeks now.
the first week was orientation fulll of fun and meeting new people. this second week have also been fun but added with the load of school work.

my schedule consist of : English Comp, Bio, Bio Lab, Chem, Chem Lab, Sociology, &&&Freshman Seminar

i love all my classes, but my Chem Lab is the only problem. its during lunch &&my teacher gets on my nerves with his voice. lol

we've been having tons of fun. .ive met so many ppl.
&&my close friends call me a "social butterfly" or "ms popular" because they think everyone knws me but i juhst love meeting new people.

during orientation some upperclassmen volunteered to work with the freshman in our activities each day, they were calld peer deans. soon these peer deans were hooking up with the students or tryna hook up with them .lol. &&i got rele cool with a lot of the peer deans and my friends would irritate me thinking I was tryna get on with them or something.

ohh yeah &&as you knw. i am very boy crazy.
&&ive been noticing lots of cuties. :D

my first crush here at XULA: Gary. <333333 he is rele cool&cute. dunno why i like him as much as I do though. umm problem. he has a girlfriend. problem with me is that i rele dont care that much. lmao. terrible. ummmmm. ive met tons of other boys too, but rele dnt like em as much as Gary.

as tons of ppl say i love your accent. my what? i feel like im talking reg and everyone else is saying "bay-be" &&stuff. lol. but this one boy that complemented my speech was like where you from knoxville &&i thought that was good he actually cud pick up the state from my voice.

yea, college's been good. love it here in New Orleans.
ima post pics next. &&promise to post something each night. :DDD

ohhh yeah &i miss my loves. sandi,netta,kenya,alex,dorian,shelby,karissa,ariella,chelsea,jasma,leah,justin, brandon, omar,kevonta, &&everyone else. i miss you!!!!

8. fav facebook friend

umm. i really dnt have any favorite online friends.
;but i can spend this time to write about my new ones.

well many of them are the ones that ive met on oovoo that are attending XU in the fall.

Kara: friend from California that is "heckka" crazy and cooll. really down to earth and we can relate on lots
Keenan: really cool guy from Texas.. we talk on the phone a lot too. not juhst an online [wish i cud talk to Kara; but no phone right now]
umm...
Milan: is cool &&i like chatting with her
Leland: dresses really nice.. kan tell from pics and knw i can talk to him about that sort of thing that interest me
Teron: is funny &i like talking to him
Remy: i love laughing at you and milan when yall bikker
Briana: you were one of the firstest ppl i met &&i knw we are gonna be close
..so many pppl. juhst those i was thinking of.

dear yall,

i really enjoy chatting and knw that we will have so much fun together in NOLA &&have long lasting relationships.

<3 B.

day 2. letter to crush.

crushes. boys i have liked that havent like me back. :(

but i will survive! lol.

haha russell gramberry,

for a good laugh ima start with you.

when i like you, you still had hair but was confused on what to do with it

your funny and have the cutest smille.

i like you..but that was it a LIKE nothing serious.

i still love you [as a friend] to this day. &am okay to keep it

that way.

john wallace,

ima back track&go to you.

i had a crush on you since 4th grade in mscole class.

all the way to middle school.

even during my boyfriendship with robert wade.

you have the prettiest smile&eyes. that made me melt. teehee.

i almost cried when you got married to another girl under the jungle gym.

that's prolly why i pushed her off the swing.

okay, back to high school&

daniel james garrett,

boy i have liked you for too long.

make myself tired thinking of it.

you like white chicks.

we all have figured this out.

but why do you have to be sooo cute? &dress so well?

so many times i gave up, and decided to juhst be okay with being friends

but you would do something to confuse me.

guess it was juhst plain flirting without any intent;

i remember in mshandy's creative writing class

 we always sat together in class&in the computer lab

mshandy even askd if we had something, but outside i said NO. inside saying I WISH!

lol. looking back, man i wanted you bad.

hhaha. goodtimes.

sarah w. would always joke to me, about "yo man" haha

man..daniel james garrett. i could go on and on. revealing the inner secrets of

my heart, but my hands cannot even type it all. followers cannot even read it all.

my heart cannot even pour it all.

to end it all. i have decided that being your friend that you can come to

is better than not having you in my life at all. so glad i met you.

ilyboy. :)

justin claybrooks,
yeah. you boy.
i had a crush on your swag&personality.
but your such a womanizer. i need it would be nothing but a crush.
&the fact. you cant stand me.
but still had a crush on your pretty eyes. &how you could make a laugh
all the time from the crazy things you did.
i am really gonna miss sitting by you in the cafeteria in the morning
laughing with everyone from how crazy you are.
you cute.. all that. haha.
yuur head finna get so big.
but you need learn how to treat a lady.

side note: problem with cute boys they think they dnt have to be as
polite as ugly ones to get chicks.
they really dont but still try to be.

okay back to you. love you boy.

ATTN ALL OTHER BOYS:

if you name was not listed about i really did not like you that much. juhst thought you were cute.

or you had someother problem. or on a better note.

something actually hppnd between us. :)

thats not bad though. haha. try harder.

c o l l e g e.

my friend, Amanda, juhst graduated from Clark Atlanta University&&her new love Vernon we talking to me the other night about college do's and dont's

i am excited about college and also have tons of questions.
A&V were warning me about

APPEARANCES;
whenever in public you most always look your best. now sometimes i have my off days I rele dnt want to really worry about myself and feel selfconscience whenever going to class. Im definately not the chick thats gonna wear heels to class erday. lol

RELATIONSHIPS;
i dnt have a bfriend right now&thats how i wanted it to be since im going to a school more than 400 miles away..but im gonna be in NOLA [new orleans, LA] where the hottest, finest,&sexiest boys reside. now my friends [Amanda&love] told me that they have AIDS. well lots of them. they said ALL but thats got to be a hyperbole. ..

PARTIES;
Amanda said as a CAU student they were always classy and even constrainted themselves when partying. now she gets wasted! but said they did that together as a fam on campus but in public never lookd bad. now Vernon goes to TSU [ten] &we knw how they do. some of my friends party with em. lol . i like to drink, but might not for the first parties maybe. cause 1.i dnt knw anyone like that [yet] ya knw i might end up on youtube [again, teehee] 2.i dnt want that reputation of the wasted guuhh.
ohh yeah;; &&i mean its neworleans ...who aint gone act a fool. sober? hmmm.

PLEDGING;
Amanda ddnt pledge but her sis is a DELTA &is thinking of pledging in grad school .she said at CAU the soro/frat life was so live that everyone was part. i love alpha [pretty boys/often calld gay] Vernon hated them haha. truth: he tried to be on the line and got dropped. but Oprah was droppd from delta and a lot of them made it their second try. so i duno whats up with him. ...but do am i go enough? am i a delta? what are they gonna have me do? haze!! i aint walking butttnaken on some glass. lmao.

I have so many questions about college. help me. lol i cant wait to learn. ohh yeahh&triva
are there pornstars and videovixons at TSU? ....yes!