day 10. wish we talked

umm.. im juhst gonna list some ppl on campus that are rele cool &&i wish we talked more.

Melody Smoot. this is the sweetest girl ..she's rele cool we talk a bit on fbok and in person, but i wish we hanged out more. seems like she would be a good friend.
okay, i dont knw his name but: this art student here is soooo fine. &&i wish we talked talked lol. .man i get so happy when we cross paths and he lets me look in his profolio .lol
remy: i always talk to you, but need to talk to you now about my problems!!! only one that will listen &not judge me.

i love talking to people so i wish i spoke to everyone on campus &we were mutual friends. :D
scratch that most ppl.

the world is A G A I N S T mehh.

today has been a rele hard day for me. it seems like all the people i hang out with here in school have the strongest personalities, and they are always pushing me around. i confided some things about me life to Gary, and he goes and openingly insults in all the time in front of everyone. i posted my status that "it wouldnt hurt for you to say something nice about me". ...i knw im emotional but i was rele gon cry today. then at the premed mtg when i try to talk to him about how i felt, Taquoya, my friend with another strong personality comes and tells me its rude to leave my other friend, later says she's juhst playing but i wasnt in the mood for it i guess. i dunno maybe i do take things to seriously but its only so much you can keep throwing at a person until they fall, hide, or throw that shit back to your ass. thatsall.

its a different world. ...

well i have been at Xavier University of New Orleans, LA for two weeks now.
the first week was orientation fulll of fun and meeting new people. this second week have also been fun but added with the load of school work.

my schedule consist of : English Comp, Bio, Bio Lab, Chem, Chem Lab, Sociology, &&&Freshman Seminar

i love all my classes, but my Chem Lab is the only problem. its during lunch &&my teacher gets on my nerves with his voice. lol

we've been having tons of fun. .ive met so many ppl.
&&my close friends call me a "social butterfly" or "ms popular" because they think everyone knws me but i juhst love meeting new people.

during orientation some upperclassmen volunteered to work with the freshman in our activities each day, they were calld peer deans. soon these peer deans were hooking up with the students or tryna hook up with them .lol. &&i got rele cool with a lot of the peer deans and my friends would irritate me thinking I was tryna get on with them or something.

ohh yeah &&as you knw. i am very boy crazy.
&&ive been noticing lots of cuties. :D

my first crush here at XULA: Gary. <333333 he is rele cool&cute. dunno why i like him as much as I do though. umm problem. he has a girlfriend. problem with me is that i rele dont care that much. lmao. terrible. ummmmm. ive met tons of other boys too, but rele dnt like em as much as Gary.

as tons of ppl say i love your accent. my what? i feel like im talking reg and everyone else is saying "bay-be" &&stuff. lol. but this one boy that complemented my speech was like where you from knoxville &&i thought that was good he actually cud pick up the state from my voice.

yea, college's been good. love it here in New Orleans.
ima post pics next. &&promise to post something each night. :DDD

ohhh yeah &i miss my loves. sandi,netta,kenya,alex,dorian,shelby,karissa,ariella,chelsea,jasma,leah,justin, brandon, omar,kevonta, &&everyone else. i miss you!!!!

delete!

last night at Shelby's fabulous sleepover.. had tons of fun.
we talked about facebook friends &&i have been thinking about deleting ppl but today is the day.

i hate to look at alot of the status' on my news feed.. so ima delete the ppl .
:D
yay! &&its so easy too.

8. fav facebook friend

umm. i really dnt have any favorite online friends.
;but i can spend this time to write about my new ones.

well many of them are the ones that ive met on oovoo that are attending XU in the fall.

Kara: friend from California that is "heckka" crazy and cooll. really down to earth and we can relate on lots
Keenan: really cool guy from Texas.. we talk on the phone a lot too. not juhst an online [wish i cud talk to Kara; but no phone right now]
umm...
Milan: is cool &&i like chatting with her
Leland: dresses really nice.. kan tell from pics and knw i can talk to him about that sort of thing that interest me
Teron: is funny &i like talking to him
Remy: i love laughing at you and milan when yall bikker
Briana: you were one of the firstest ppl i met &&i knw we are gonna be close
..so many pppl. juhst those i was thinking of.

dear yall,

i really enjoy chatting and knw that we will have so much fun together in NOLA &&have long lasting relationships.

<3 B.

day 5. letter to dreams.

"sweet dream or beautiful nightmare" -Bee

well dreams,

    i consider you the same as my wishes. things I hope to hppn in my life. i hope you come true for me. you are my bucketlist, my future, my accomplishments, and all that i will be known for. you are my plans for my life, the stories I will tell my children and hope will come true.
     you are also the movies of my mind that i watch at night. the ones that make me cry or scream or laugh about in the morning. you are what I tell my friends about at breakfast or try to remember as i tell my family at dinner.
    i really wish more ppl dreamd. i heard someone on time in my life from life or a movie say their life was too terrible to waste time dreaming. i disagree. dreamers have all different types of lives and circumstances but still find the time because it lifts their spirits or really makes ppl believe they have something to live for. their dreams. which will come true. <33 :)

dueces,

B

suntime. :D

even though i already have established a bucketlist [on the leftside of this blogpage] i wanted to make a list of goals and ideas to do for the last summer before college.

• ride a ferris wheel wiith a cutie
• save $2000 from checks, grad money, etc [i have never really saved money, but i have started]
• find a summer romance "oolala"
• go white water rafting
• host a dinner party for me&&my girls [like on bball wives]
• MITP, every week.; but dnt get shot :(
• ATL tripp
• New Orleans tripp
• beach trip [Datyona, Myrtle, Virginia, etc.]
• zoo!!
• aquarium.
• have a girls night! [at my new cribb]
• make a music video for youtube.
• volunteer at an animal shelter
• super scrapbook of everything [including this summer] to warm my heart when im away at college
• a lookbook. of all my styles
• go to a drive in movie

if you have any ideas for me. comment!

true Life; i graduated from Hume Fogg Academic High School

[ima] g r a d u a t e

yesterday at 7:00 pm i graduated from high school. it was an amazing experience&&the speech Sam B. gave as great! i got kinda "antsy" when they got to the Ns &&i was kinda ready to go! lol. i could see my friends wipes the tears from their eyes and it juhst touched me so much. i could not help but to think about how spread out all 189 of us will be next year. some people say since we have technology like facebook, skype, and cell phones we will always stay connected; but i notice how my mother has a phone and rarely talks to her high school friends. :( and i dnt think it is juhst her choice not to its juhst life. people will make families, careers, travel, and find other people along the way. i hope that my award as Most Memorable really means it and not only will ppl remember me but try to keep in contact with me as the years go by. i want to always be part of my close friends life; i wana go to their wedding [alex&zach] i wana go on shopping trips to new york [shelby&sandi] i want to always be included in the major events in their lives like college and grad school graduation. i hope that we all reach the goals we have set out for ourselves even if some change here and there. i hope we all go to spring bling together. &&everyone attends the high school reunions. lol. im really gonna miss everyone. from the crazy pep rally, the yells in the hallway, the fashion talks, the black ppl section at breakfast, the eating out on the steps at lunch or in wahls room of course. to my high school frendz; "you rock dont ever change" lol.