day11. wish you were here.

physically: dear family,

i miss yall so much. miss riding in the car to pick mama up from work, and moe rolling the windows down messing up my hair. i miss playing monopoly intensively with everyone. miss the constant company of friends and family. miss being surrounding by ppl that knw all aspects of me and still love me no matter what. i love yall so much and cant wait to see you, soon. :D

emotionally: dear ____,

dude, i wish you liked me as much as i like you. &&was here with me emotionally sharing the same feelings and wanting the same things for us that i do. i confessd my feeling to you now its time to get this show on the road!!!! lol.

the world is A G A I N S T mehh.

today has been a rele hard day for me. it seems like all the people i hang out with here in school have the strongest personalities, and they are always pushing me around. i confided some things about me life to Gary, and he goes and openingly insults in all the time in front of everyone. i posted my status that "it wouldnt hurt for you to say something nice about me". ...i knw im emotional but i was rele gon cry today. then at the premed mtg when i try to talk to him about how i felt, Taquoya, my friend with another strong personality comes and tells me its rude to leave my other friend, later says she's juhst playing but i wasnt in the mood for it i guess. i dunno maybe i do take things to seriously but its only so much you can keep throwing at a person until they fall, hide, or throw that shit back to your ass. thatsall.