where have i been?

it feels like i havent blogg in so long; well it has been 20 days almost; crazy

i knew that may would be a busy month for me and my family but never would i have imagined this..

everyday we are a my brother's track meet or my youngest brother's school event or wedding or graduation stuffs. mann this has really been a trial to see how much we are capable of doing. my mother is really stressed lately "bridezilla" :) &&really not fun to be around sometimes. my only goal was to really finish these examm &&get out of HfA haha. graduation uhhh. bittersweet. im happy to have accomplished 13 years of metro schools and to go to college but i am so sad to live my friends that I really juhst got close to this school year. i know i will cry at graduation. netta told me she will too. :( i hope we do lots of things together over the summer. im having boy trouble too. tony is out! he said he heard stuff about me &&i dont have time to make him believe me when i say who i really am. that's crazy. also trouble at home with the many things to do my mother seems to take everything out on me. &&friend trouble i guess. i never had a best friend before. or someone to really talk to about my life and everything; sometimes it really hard for me to know that. &&another crazy thing

as much as i hate CEC it has been a place i can forget about everything outside of work.

well that was juhstt a what's on your mind... burgg. facebook wouldnt have understood. lol. :)

"sometimes the most complicated questions have the simplest answers"

last night i watch Wendy William's Show [<3>

do you think boys and girls should have the same chores?
-yes; i am the big sister of two younger brothers and it seems sometimes i get treated as both a boy and girl [doing all the hardest chores] juhst because im the oldest... not fair! i use to do the dishes; a chick job&&clean the kitchen/bathrooms. my age 13 bro: malik, vacumned and took out the trash &&oh emm geeez my younger brother age 10: tre, wipes the freakn tables&&cleans the glass [we have tons of mirrors in my house, not that we're conceited or anything, :)] recently malik&&i did a choreswap [hey, that shud be a show] and i vacumn and take out the trash while he washes dishes and does kitchen stuffs. the bathroom is still the job of whoever gets yelld to do it. lol. i still do not feel that we have any equality in our chores, but oh well. when i come back from college; im nott doing ANYTHING!! [well unless i get yelld at]

shud the woman give her engagement ring back if the wedding is off?

a little background info: wendy has a guest on her show last night that made an agreement with her fiance'&also had a written contract that if she paid for the bills [utilities, house, groceries, etc] that he could save his money for her ring. he gave her a $40,000 ring [ddnt look that good to me, it was little; lol] for her birthday okay hold on, how is your bf gonna give an engagement ring to you for your birthday..that aint right. during their 5 month engagement she had to continue to pay the bills without his help ....
....to many dannnng problems. lol aint happening
-i think the woman deserves the ring&&then some. Wendy commentd on her strength to call off the engagement because it can be embarrassing. if i was this chick i would want some extra $$$$$ for three simple reasons:

1)hassle of trying or thinking of putting a wedding together

2)putting up with you for god-knows how long

3)paying the friggn bills, oh emm geez

something really funny:

some chick from the show told wendy her wig fell off after making about on her first day witha guy.

i have nothing against wigs but thats funny.

*what would you do if your wig fell off or even track slipd out when you first met a guy?

*do you kiss on the first date, like this wigwearng heffa?

comment&&ansah. :)