where have i been?

it feels like i havent blogg in so long; well it has been 20 days almost; crazy

i knew that may would be a busy month for me and my family but never would i have imagined this..

everyday we are a my brother's track meet or my youngest brother's school event or wedding or graduation stuffs. mann this has really been a trial to see how much we are capable of doing. my mother is really stressed lately "bridezilla" :) &&really not fun to be around sometimes. my only goal was to really finish these examm &&get out of HfA haha. graduation uhhh. bittersweet. im happy to have accomplished 13 years of metro schools and to go to college but i am so sad to live my friends that I really juhst got close to this school year. i know i will cry at graduation. netta told me she will too. :( i hope we do lots of things together over the summer. im having boy trouble too. tony is out! he said he heard stuff about me &&i dont have time to make him believe me when i say who i really am. that's crazy. also trouble at home with the many things to do my mother seems to take everything out on me. &&friend trouble i guess. i never had a best friend before. or someone to really talk to about my life and everything; sometimes it really hard for me to know that. &&another crazy thing

as much as i hate CEC it has been a place i can forget about everything outside of work.

well that was juhstt a what's on your mind... burgg. facebook wouldnt have understood. lol. :)

work: place you go juhst for the checkk.

hi, my name is briana&ima a showroom host at Rivergate ChuckECheese

this is why i hate my job

1. wearing a red collar shirt, navy khakis, white tube socks, leather tennis shows;
2. being calld "Brittany" (my first name) by everyone!!
3. kids tellng me "that..that machine broke".. im like wth they're games not machines&i dont fix em!
4. smelling like cheese pizza
5. seeing the sexiest boys while at work! ughh. i try to look cute, but there is not point.
6. spilling drinks when tryng to take them to my party!
7. counting out tokens
8. ppl asking me if i have coupons... like i seriously carry and use coupons while at work.. rele?
9. doing the terrible happy birthday dance
10. singing the terrible happy birthday song
11. only being allowd to wear frenchtip nails, NO COLORS
12. hair cant be longer than shoulders; no mattr if you juhst got your weave done
13. no piercing; so even if i could get my nose pierced..not allowed.
14. kidds running everywhere! all the time.
15. black people. coming in hanging happy birthday bannners, putting up table cloths, bringing their own cups [illegal at CEC]. &&poo poo n dem running round everywhere
16. teenagers coming in being illegal.
17. being at kidcheck&ppl being mad at me for tryn to enforce the bs rules
18. getting paid on 7.25/hr for 100.25/hr worth of work
19. the friggn rat!
....so much more. come visit&&you shall see.
i hate my job. hope american eagle calls me back.
CEC reminds me why i must go to college so i dnt end up like my managers without a life.

goodnight. watching the ugly truth.

mommy dearest

omg!!
my mother&&i are so different that we cannot possibly get along for more than 5 minutes
my mother&&i are so similiar that we cannot possibly get along for more than 5 minute
im not sure which one it is

hold on changing of subject; im watching the cavs&celtics game3 &&i juhst saw bj[beyonce&&hubby, jayz]sitting together. they look so cute. dawwwhhh. they both had on large shades all huggd up. do they rele have to wear the glasses though? i mean everyone knows its you. stop with that. geez. if i was famous well more famous than i am i wud show my face&pose. might be on the cover of something in the morning. :)

well my mother keeps being mean. &&it seems everytime i want to tell her something she like WHAT? like im bothering her. it makes me sadd sometimes and other times i get pissd. moe's mom tells me that she is juhst sad about me leaving soon;but when is that how to show you are sadd? she's being a jerk to me&&i hate it. maybe she's on her period...she's not. she is juhst mean to me. ughh.

well im going to end this now cause all im doing is saying the same thing over. lol. my mother upsets me. alot. uggh. ughh.uugh. need to go eat something. :)