omg. omg. omg. omg. i have not been on my blog in 3 months! sawwy loves, but im back!

do you have a crush on anyone?

yes. a boy here at XULA. kinda old for crushes but oh well. lol.

you knw you wana ask me something..go ahead. :D

Are u a virgin

yes.

you knw you wana ask me something..go ahead. :D

day11. wish you were here.

physically: dear family,

i miss yall so much. miss riding in the car to pick mama up from work, and moe rolling the windows down messing up my hair. i miss playing monopoly intensively with everyone. miss the constant company of friends and family. miss being surrounding by ppl that knw all aspects of me and still love me no matter what. i love yall so much and cant wait to see you, soon. :D

emotionally: dear ____,

dude, i wish you liked me as much as i like you. &&was here with me emotionally sharing the same feelings and wanting the same things for us that i do. i confessd my feeling to you now its time to get this show on the road!!!! lol.

is it so wrong that i want him to leave her

for me?

1. regular face

obama obama pics.

obama came to Xavier yesday.
here's the funnness.

day 10. wish we talked

umm.. im juhst gonna list some ppl on campus that are rele cool &&i wish we talked more.

Melody Smoot. this is the sweetest girl ..she's rele cool we talk a bit on fbok and in person, but i wish we hanged out more. seems like she would be a good friend.
okay, i dont knw his name but: this art student here is soooo fine. &&i wish we talked talked lol. .man i get so happy when we cross paths and he lets me look in his profolio .lol
remy: i always talk to you, but need to talk to you now about my problems!!! only one that will listen &not judge me.

i love talking to people so i wish i spoke to everyone on campus &we were mutual friends. :D
scratch that most ppl.

the world is A G A I N S T mehh.

today has been a rele hard day for me. it seems like all the people i hang out with here in school have the strongest personalities, and they are always pushing me around. i confided some things about me life to Gary, and he goes and openingly insults in all the time in front of everyone. i posted my status that "it wouldnt hurt for you to say something nice about me". ...i knw im emotional but i was rele gon cry today. then at the premed mtg when i try to talk to him about how i felt, Taquoya, my friend with another strong personality comes and tells me its rude to leave my other friend, later says she's juhst playing but i wasnt in the mood for it i guess. i dunno maybe i do take things to seriously but its only so much you can keep throwing at a person until they fall, hide, or throw that shit back to your ass. thatsall.

day 9. person i wana meet

future boyfriend,

i would love to meet you. have someone to go on adventures, hang out, tell secrets to, and juhst have to talk to in the middle of the night. sleep on the phone with. walk with. juhst enjoy to be in the presence of. someone cute of course. that would never get tired of hearing my "country" accent. enjoy doing the things i like and also expose me to things he is interested in. not playing with my heart, and being as serious with me as i am with him. someone to learn from and with. ...i am so ready to meet you. but i am not rushing you. i knw you will come introduce yourself when the time is right.

<33333 . b.

letter challenge is back.
might do a photo challenge as welll. ill keep ya postedd. with post. lol.

remy.

remy wants to see my blog, but i really dnt want him too. i dnt knw why. lol. im crazy. . ...i dont think he would judge me or anything.

my adventure with remy.

remy and i went walking at night

thunder and lightning.

to the corner store across the bridge from campus.

haha. craziness i knw.

but iladventures.

&&hanging with remy.

:D

college pics. :D

from one of the first days at school . in kara&kiya's room.

kara, milan, teron, tomesha [left to right] then me and kiya.

 

my bed.:D

 

during orientation we were in color groups with the peer deans.

i was in the bluuuueeeee. :D

"they be like blue what can you teach me how to dougie". lmao.

my two color group friends. :D

donald went on the greatest adventure with me at the city park.

so much fun.

we had a capping ceremony. all the freshman were given 2014/2016[pharmkids] caps.

amber, lauren, me, taquoya, kiya, keenan, and milan in front

big difference from nashville is riding the taxi.

people ride it for anything here. we rode to magazine street.

tons of stores, spent tons of money. lol.

kristen, milan, and me

remy, one of the coolest boys ever.

takes the best pics also. i stole some for this post. :D

sir leland, my other half.

sometimes we fight but love each other so much.

well i think lol.

B O U R B O N!!!!

#thats all.

since classes have started there are days we barely see

everyone. so we try to have family lunch or dinner. to sit and talk.

some remy shots of me &&&oh thats gary.

&&miss taquoya.

i love her so much juhst so hilarious. lol

we had a white party last night.

but i couldnt wear white of course. :D

kirsten, milan, kara, lyn, kiara, and me

the cool XULA boys. love em.

chaz, jonathon, and brandon. dunno who is the farthest left.

its a different world. ...

well i have been at Xavier University of New Orleans, LA for two weeks now.
the first week was orientation fulll of fun and meeting new people. this second week have also been fun but added with the load of school work.

my schedule consist of : English Comp, Bio, Bio Lab, Chem, Chem Lab, Sociology, &&&Freshman Seminar

i love all my classes, but my Chem Lab is the only problem. its during lunch &&my teacher gets on my nerves with his voice. lol

we've been having tons of fun. .ive met so many ppl.
&&my close friends call me a "social butterfly" or "ms popular" because they think everyone knws me but i juhst love meeting new people.

during orientation some upperclassmen volunteered to work with the freshman in our activities each day, they were calld peer deans. soon these peer deans were hooking up with the students or tryna hook up with them .lol. &&i got rele cool with a lot of the peer deans and my friends would irritate me thinking I was tryna get on with them or something.

ohh yeah &&as you knw. i am very boy crazy.
&&ive been noticing lots of cuties. :D

my first crush here at XULA: Gary. <333333 he is rele cool&cute. dunno why i like him as much as I do though. umm problem. he has a girlfriend. problem with me is that i rele dont care that much. lmao. terrible. ummmmm. ive met tons of other boys too, but rele dnt like em as much as Gary.

as tons of ppl say i love your accent. my what? i feel like im talking reg and everyone else is saying "bay-be" &&stuff. lol. but this one boy that complemented my speech was like where you from knoxville &&i thought that was good he actually cud pick up the state from my voice.

yea, college's been good. love it here in New Orleans.
ima post pics next. &&promise to post something each night. :DDD

ohhh yeah &i miss my loves. sandi,netta,kenya,alex,dorian,shelby,karissa,ariella,chelsea,jasma,leah,justin, brandon, omar,kevonta, &&everyone else. i miss you!!!!

CHRISTIANITY

being a christian is...

at my sleepover the other night, dorian, netta, arielle, &&i were talking about God and Christianity.

as teenagers we are suppose to be curious and question so of the basis of our religion.

like most young people we were handed our moral, beliefs, and religion from our parents and/or guardians,

and never really chose one for ourselves. but now that we are moving out and moving on with our lives and going to college where tons of different things happen [moral &&immoral] we should know where we stand with religion and how we feel about the one that dress ourselves for on sunday mornings.

i juhst read the book of James in the bible. [i know it sounds like a lot but i really was juhst like 4 pages]

&&he writes about what is means to be a christian and how a christian lifestyle is. .

a little background info: James is Jesus' brother son of Mary&Joseph but was conceived by sex.. not by God [like Jesus] he became the leader of  the church of Jeruselem. first book of the New Testament to be written [the books are out of order, ummm..]

the first thing that my bible includes in the summary of this book is that :

christian. just saying so doesn't make you christian. it's not just saying you believe the bible; or believe in jesus. being a real christian will make a difference in the way you live. not that you'll suddenly be perfect. not at all.

James speaks of trials and temptations, coming from the devil, that all Christians will go through in life.

consider is pure joy, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. (james 1:2-4)

Christians, by James standards, also read the word of God [bible] &&take what they have read for life.

do not merely listen to the word, and so decieve yourselves. do what it says, anyone who listens [or reads] to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in the mirror and after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. (james 1:22-24)

Because God created all people the same way, he sees them all equally &as Christians we're suppose to do the same, and not show favoritism for one over the other.

don't show favoritism. (james 2:1) if you show favoritism, you sin and are convicted by the law as lawbreakers. (james 2:9) mercy triumps over judgement. (james 2:13)

Christians do good things for others.

as the body without the [holy] spirit is dead, so faith without deeds is dead. (james 2:26)

Christians have power over the things they say.

with the tongue we praise our lord and father, and with it we curse men who have been made in God's likeness. out of the same mouth come praise and cursing...this should not be. can both fresh water and salt water flow from the same spring? (james 3:9-11)

Christians know that tommorrow is never promised here on earth.

instead [of today or tommorrow we will..], you ought to say, "if it is the Lord's will, we will live and do this or that." All boasting is evil. (james 4:15-16)

Christians are here to help bring other wrongdoers to Christ.

remember this: whoever turns a sinner from the error of his way will save him from death and cover over a multitude of sins (james 5:20)

i hope this bible lesson gave some insight in what characteristic inbody a Christian. I know it is knew impossible to become all of this &&more... but the idea is to try to become as close to this as you can.

jesus already knew we would go away from the idea and plan that is why he died in the first place.

other ideas of piercings, tattoos, and even abortions are in the bible and are used by people today to group people as Christian or non-Christian. ..i think all of that is wrong. &&it is never anyone's place but God to do the judging.

God bless.

delete!

last night at Shelby's fabulous sleepover.. had tons of fun.
we talked about facebook friends &&i have been thinking about deleting ppl but today is the day.

i hate to look at alot of the status' on my news feed.. so ima delete the ppl .
:D
yay! &&its so easy too.

brands!

since i've started working at Clothes Mentor [consignment store with more mature clothing; like the mom of plato's]

ive been exposed to more mature brands that i love!
since im moving to a new stage my style of growing along with me, so its only right i find more
"im on my grown lady isshh clothing"

ANN TAYLOR LOFT

 

J CREW

WHITE HOUSE BLACK MARKET

there are other brands that i still <3333

juhst wanted to list a few of new ones.

 go check em out. :D

seeing yuuh.

i really hate the fact that when i see the boy

i once had crazy feelings for; but i think there done with

then i see him again

&&i juhst cant stop thinking about him

im so ready to leave nashville

to really get over you.

make sure you come get your goddamn dogtags before i go.

ughh.

breaking news!

loved the sketch pics so much

made it my bloggpik

&&no more letters.

sorry i lied.

hope you still love meh.

:D

goodnight.

[ohh yeah &&i tweekd some other things; hope you like]

tattoos

i have really been thinking

about tattoos.

if i really want one &&stuffs.

like i knw i want a nose piercing ... cute for now&can be taken out later when neccessary

but a tatt is permanent.

what if i get something i like?

is it that important to have on me forever?

ughh. really cant decide.

i saw one i really liked too

of a birthday in roman numbers...so cool. &&small.

umm. juhst another thing to think about . :D

8. fav facebook friend

umm. i really dnt have any favorite online friends.
;but i can spend this time to write about my new ones.

well many of them are the ones that ive met on oovoo that are attending XU in the fall.

Kara: friend from California that is "heckka" crazy and cooll. really down to earth and we can relate on lots
Keenan: really cool guy from Texas.. we talk on the phone a lot too. not juhst an online [wish i cud talk to Kara; but no phone right now]
umm...
Milan: is cool &&i like chatting with her
Leland: dresses really nice.. kan tell from pics and knw i can talk to him about that sort of thing that interest me
Teron: is funny &i like talking to him
Remy: i love laughing at you and milan when yall bikker
Briana: you were one of the firstest ppl i met &&i knw we are gonna be close
..so many pppl. juhst those i was thinking of.

dear yall,

i really enjoy chatting and knw that we will have so much fun together in NOLA &&have long lasting relationships.

<3 B.

these 30 letters..

hey,

i know the objective of the letters

was to write everyday.

but somedays i never get to it.

so i will finish them all juhst not by writing

each day.

continue to read!

love yah.

What was your favorite TV show as a child?

well as a child is a broad age rage. but when i was in elem. i <3d dragon tales, arthur, barney, out of the box, comfy couch, wish bone,

&&the like.

you knw you wana ask me something..go ahead. :D

arent these cool?!