Do you believe there's intelligent life on other planets?

umm. like aliens? i guess. i rele dnt worry that much about that stuffs too much happeng in our own city to worry about the next planet. lol

try to figure me out..

What was your favorite movie as a child?

Pocahontas. Me&my brother Malik were like obsessed. lol.

try to figure me out..

What's the weirdest thing you've ever eaten?

umm i mixed tons of foods together before... playing at lunch in middle school &&ate it. dnt remember what foods but it lookd&tasted gross.

try to figure me out..

Have you ever been fired? If so, why?

no... all passd jobs i quit. eff Oasis&CEC. lol. jk

try to figure me out..

What 3 things do you think will become obsolete in the next ten years?

desktop computers, house phones, and maxi dresses. :D

try to figure me out..

day 7. letter to ex-boytoy

tony,

yea im sending this letter to you.. so you can see how "out-of-pocket"-Kara[XULA] you moms is.
these are our message on facebook.

you wall.

meh: aye, you knw i still have that dogtag tell me if you want...jusht in my jewelry box. :)
you: yeah I do..
meh: k. i can put it in cory mailbox
you: ok ...
your mama: you better get that from her
meh: he will
your mama: thanks but i was talking to my son
meh: k. but i saw it first so i commented first

my messages.
your mama: I don't know why the attitude with me. All I said to TONY was you better get that from her. So, why do you feel the need to come at me with the smart aleck comments? I have nothing against you so I really don't know why you feel the need to act that way. Best of luck to you in whatever you do. Tony got into school...something you never thought he would do since you said he would never amount to anything. He will amount to something. He is already much more than some.
meh:okay.. ms. tammy


you need to calm down just for a second. tony told me he told you when i said that ,but you probably dont knw that i apologized a million gazilion times for it. i never meant it i guess it was juhst such a stressfull day aka my prom! you knw. but i knw that still doesnt excuse that. but i always knew he would/will do great things in his life. [rele wouldnt have liked him if i thought other wise]

&&& about the attitude on the wall post. juhst seemed like you were acting like i wanted to keep it or something. haha. i remember when he gave it to me i was juhst playing about wantinng it... well side tracking . he will get it back. i moved so i will have to put it in cory's mailbox or tell him where my new place is. but its in a safe place.. in my jewelry box. no worries. &&no hard feeling.

you have a great son . . sorry for making you think i thought otherwiise. :D

god bless you&&your family.
 
 
 
haha, hilarious.
wish you alls the best boy.

college wish list...so far

i have began really thinking about what i need for school

in less than a month!

&&i have stuffs already to check off.

which makes me happy. :D

lamp

$10 at family dollar

[they have on juhst like it at Target though]

&&my hamper is in the back. teehee.

think family dollar for it too

comforter!!!

i have a matching blanket but upstairs. :D

$30 at jcpenny's last dorm season

pillows

front on goes with bedding from jcp

two in back from target.. dnt remember price

closet organizer

have shoes one also

$2.00 at target

wall decals

went with bedding from jcp

sheets

$14 kmart

rug

went with bedding also!

jcp.

fabulous finds

as yall knw i work at a consignment store.

which means we all pretty much get firstest dibs on cute stuffs.

right right.

these are some things i found &&love.

H&M gladiator sandals. <3 em.

$7.00 w/o discount.

no name dress. with exposed zipper.

$11.00 w/o discount

Victoria Secret Beauty Rush perfume

$4.00 w/o discount

never opened either.

Target top

$3.00 w/o discount

no name Croc-like purse

$18.00 w/o discount

looks blue but rele more greenish tealish

white ruffle top

from mama

$0.00

:D

bargain buy!

i went to wally world yesterday

&&got two pair of LEI skinny jeans

for $7.oo!!

that fit great for bargain jeans!

<33 em. i got dark wash &white.

SEVENTEEN mag had them as best bargain buy..so right!

yesterday;bleh

i dnt knw what was wrong with me yesterday
but right when i woke up
i was not feeling that day.
hair was mess&cudnt do anything about it.
skirt i usually wear &&it looks cute. lookd fat as hell.
umm. noticed i have sunburn on my face [like everysummer.]
&&its like peeling.
&&i really wanted to go to netta's celebration but ..
i was not feeling it yesterday.
i was barely speaking to everyone&&hated when mmy mama kept
asking "what's wrong" &started talking about stuff she thought
was wrong but wasnt it.
lol.
well yea. yesterday..
but today seems better already. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NETTA.

welp. her birthday was yesterday but i ddnt get on.
one of my favorite friends.
can wait to see the great things you do in your life as you get older.
love ya.

Bri

pss. sorry i ddnt come to the celebration at bww&silverados. i ddnt feel pretty yesterday. lol [check next post]

Moments with God.

[sunsets make me think of heaven :D]

Happy moments.

Praise God

Difficult moments.
Seek God

Quite moments.
Worship God

Painful moments.
Trust God

Every moment.
Thank God

day 6. letter to stranger

umm stranger [cant believe im writing a stranger] lol,

do i knw you?
do you know me?
have you sent me a letter?
have we been writing each other?
are we facebook friends?
do you read my blogg?
will this letter ever get to you?
did we go to school together?
are you a boy/girl?
when can we meet to figure out why im writing this letter? &&if you are too.then why?

..um yea. sincerely yours or not..

B

#fear

today on my way to work...moe [stepdad] tried to get my mama to drive on the interstate ..and she was so afraid. i began to think of how she never drives on the interstate nor on jefferson street bridge. when i was little she told me she saw someone jump off the jeffbridge&&that triggerd her fear.

i am very afraid of heights and escalators...they are related fears. my fear of heights keeps me from wanting to see myself "escalate" higher and higher.

i have been thinking about how ppl let fears control them and their lives.
one is never in full control of themselves if they have fears that pick apart things they will never do in life.

i really want to overcome my fear. but i knw it will be a while.. i really want to though
i do think that it is taking over my life.
like ppl with OCD. lol. well not funny.

fashion scrapbooking

i put this on my bucketlist
&&now im finally getting to it. 
i have tons of looks that were already on my 
wall in my old room. 
i found a scrapbook at walmart for $8. 
i was thinking of also doing the "look for less" thing
they do in mags.
where there is an expensive celeb style they put together for under $100. i would love to do that. 
comment with fashion ideas.

last day!

attention all readers:

today is my LAST day working for 

Chuck E Cheese Entertainment!!

thank you jesus for the job,

&&for my new one so i could leave this place. 

yes!!

i work 12:15-5:15.

to end this year of work.

:D ekkkk. so happy 

day 5. letter to dreams.

"sweet dream or beautiful nightmare" -Bee

well dreams,

    i consider you the same as my wishes. things I hope to hppn in my life. i hope you come true for me. you are my bucketlist, my future, my accomplishments, and all that i will be known for. you are my plans for my life, the stories I will tell my children and hope will come true.
     you are also the movies of my mind that i watch at night. the ones that make me cry or scream or laugh about in the morning. you are what I tell my friends about at breakfast or try to remember as i tell my family at dinner.
    i really wish more ppl dreamd. i heard someone on time in my life from life or a movie say their life was too terrible to waste time dreaming. i disagree. dreamers have all different types of lives and circumstances but still find the time because it lifts their spirits or really makes ppl believe they have something to live for. their dreams. which will come true. <33 :)

dueces,

B

daily dose of me.

this is the first time

I straightened my hair in months.

well i straighten the edges but leave the middle alone.

:)

comment it. if you wana.

my week=oh emm gee.

My week meaning since june 7th[when I got the job] til now!

Dear followers&readers,

Sorry for not giving you any information on my exciting life and/or giving you anything else to read. It has seemed like ive been working nonstop lately, ever since I got the job at Clothes Mentor. Do not take me wrong I love the place and the check I get today of course, but dangg. lol. Now I know how shelz was feeling when she worked a straight week. Then when I get off its no relaxing ,blogging , anything... we straight packing boxes and moving stuffs into the new house. We were suppose to be done by Mon then by the 15th today! but neither one of those happnd unless they move the beds in today, I really miss blogging. &when i want to my brothers&cousins are on their Facebooks, Twitters, and stuffs. [rediculous right] well thats all of where I been. But i will be getting back to those letters&ive gotten a new scrapbook to do my fashion one. $8 at Walmart!! It has the cardstock ppr stickers and everything. I was gonna start last night but couldnt find glue or scissors lol. but i did divide my looks for mag.. i need get new mag also.

well toodles.

B

#bbynames

tuesday, brooke, melody, milan,

these are a couple of names i like&would name my child
no i am not preggo
juhst have always thought of bbynames.
i remember when i went with Fred Lee [yea guilty as charged, uhh]i said our child name could be Frebreeze. lol get it. Fred+Briana
well anyway. juhst some names. comment with the bbynames you like.

christopher;chris
ivy
madelline;maddie

j o b.

i got the job.

Clothes Mentor!

 i went in today for my interview

&&one of the managers was like:

"come out so we can give you your

schedule..when are you available"

ekkk! so excited.

but kinda feel bad ima leave for school though

teehee. gotta figure out what ima

wear for my first really day.

oh yea&thank yuuh jesuhs. :D

#human trafficking

at church sunday a man came to speak about human trafficking&a girl that was abused since she was 5 years old. ..i had read about it in a SEVENTEEN mag some months ago; but this stirrd my interest. it hurt me so much to hear of all the terrible things done for sick ppl. this is S L A V E R Y.
Human trafficking:
         the illegal trade in human beings for the purposes of commercial sexual exploitation or forced labor: a modern-day form of slavery...fastest growing criminal industry in the world, tied with the illegal arms industry as the second largest, after the drug-trade.

The total annual revenue for trafficking in persons is estimated to be between USD$5 billion and $9 billion.

MEN CAN BE TRAFFICKED ALSO.

         trafficked for unskilled work, which globally generates $31billion. forms of forced labor can include domestic servitude; agricultural labor; sweatshop factory labor; janitorial, food service and other service industry labor; and begging.

MOST COMMON IS SEX TRAFFICKING.

          found in dire circumstances and easily targeted by traffickers. Individuals, circumstances, and situations vulnerable to traffickers include homeless individuals, runaway teens, displaced homemakers, refugees, and drug addicts. While it may seem like trafficked people are the most vulnerable and powerless minorities in a region, victims are consistently exploited from any ethnic and social background.

Traffickers, also known as pimps or madams, exploit vulnerabilities and lack of opportunities, while offering promises of marriage, employment, education, and/or an overall better life. However, in the end, traffickers force the victims to become prostitutes or work in the sex industry. Various work in the sex industry includes prostitution, dancing in strip clubs, performing in pornographic films and pornography, and other forms of involuntary servitude.

#tu tu

tu tu

skirt made of at least 80% tulle.

usually worn for ballerinas; well

they once were.

now 1000000 black girls everyday or wearing these

with tennis shoes [forces,chucks,jordans] to look

what they think is CUTE.

maybe i havent been told about this new style.

i dont understand

i remember i first saw that it was a style at

Maplewood Graduation last May.

like 5 girls were together wearing green tutus

a spray painted tee with green words

and some spray painted forces with green on them.

today really made me think while i was at work today

a little girl had a huge tiedye colored tutu

with some j's ...whatever happend

to the bbys with prettyfull dress and lacey socks. ..

guess thats over.

day 4. letter to my brothers.

malik,

i love you so much. you are always telling jokes and burning making the house so funn to be in. i always miss you when you go away on a trip or something. you're 14 now&i really see you as a young man &am proud of all the accomplishments you have made. i know you will do great things in your life and i cant wait to see them all take place. love you lots.

zontre,

you and i argue more than anyone else in the house, because you truly have all the same qualities that i do& most of them tend to clash with the other ones. i know you will also do great things in your life. i will also try to deal with you more, lol. without the arguing and fighting. love you.

day 3. letter to my parents.

mother: vickie elaine stevenson-sparks aka mama
father: sean anthony city aka daddy
step-father: maurise alphonso sparks aka moe

p a r e n t s

1. man and woman that had sex to produce you

2. man&woman that raise you&provide for you

3. two people you cannot stand but have

to deal with, &love without completely knowing why.

dear mama,

    you do so many things that do not completely understand, but i do love you. we never really get to have heart to heart talks because you always have something more important to occupy your time than me. i know that you do love me. juhst wish we did more mother daughter things. i know you will miss me when i leave for college&im going to miss you so much also. Moe says you are the only bestfriend i need or the only one i have something like that, because you do things for me that no one else will . i know our relationship will grow more and more as i mature and as you let me and know that i am maturing. you have been there for me and my brothers for so long without anyone else, and did everything on your own for so long, i am so proud to have you as a mom. ilysomuch. :)

dear daddy [funny how the little girl in me still calls you daddy, although the only part of the parent

definition you fit under is having sex with mama],

     actually in your letter i am not going to completely bash you, because for about 9 years of my life, you were there for me. &you and mama cared about my wellbeing enough not to really let me in on the disfunctional-ness of yuur relationship. i always loved being with you and hanging out. i loved going to detroit to visit your side of the family [that my mama absolutely hated]. but you pretty much disappeared i mean like at least two years after you left you sent us things, called, and came to visit. but then after that you completed left. YOU JUST SENT YOUR FIRST CHILDSUPPORT PAYMENT THIS WEEK. pathetic. my mother really doesnt worry about it like she should because she says its in god's hands and he provides for us. not you. i really dnt understand that about you. like somewhere in your head and/or heart you should think hey i have children that need clothes, food, and shelter. what if my mother wasnt doing well? and we couldnt rely on her? what then. you dnt care couldnt be caring. ...jerk. i really dnt care tho. some ppl with deadbeat dads spend their lives crying and worrying about it. i dnt have the time. dont call us, when we're rich b****. lmao.

moe [i never call you pop, stepdad, or anything like that, juhst weird i guess],

   you are cool, for like 80% of the time, but there is a 20% when your controlling, overprotective, and juhst plain crazy. i will never understand that 20% but its cool .glad to have you around and thanks for all the help you have given us. my mother really loves you, and i am amazed you have dealth with us for these 4 years.